Why oh Why.

Remember this? You used to tell me. If Im beautiful like you said, then why leave? If Im the only one that you will love in the rest of your life, then where are you now? Telling me to not worry, not to think too much, not to cry. 

You know what? You are the only one that can make me feel worry, the one that make me think too much, the only one that can make me cry. Just so you need to know, since you have the ability to do so. You should know you have the ability to cure it too. 

So why being a boy that only love sweets. Why cant you be the man that give the sweet to the girl that care for you, worry for you and cry for you to cheer her up? Just a word of you, things can be wonderful. Just a step forward you can give her a happy ending. Why so selfish. Sharing is caring.

Oh yes. This aint a fairytale. So we shouldnt expect much. Look forward. Urgh! Excuse me. If this is not a fairytale. Then why do you give her a sugar rush head start? You made up a story, you gave her a dream, you made everything so real. 

And after awhile, you get tired of seeking hide and seek with her at the dreamland. You just stop the game, stop the music, stop the story. End it without a signal. Leaving her seeking for exit alone. Let her faces all the trouble. Seeing her fall. You dont feel the heart pain? I feel it.

She never say a word. She never blame anyone. Instead, she suffered everything. Been through everything. Accept everything. More than enough. She has to admit, she still loves the guy that ruined her fairytales. She still wants him back. 

But no, she doesnt believe in fairytales anymore. She wants a real life, real relationship. Not a game. Game is over. She has no more token to play another game. So, lets start all over again, this time, we use our heart to represent the token. True loves or not, let the god to judge :) ILY.